Dear Ward Family,
First of all I want to say that writing this has been nothing short of pure torture. How can you expect this MAINE-I-ACT to pick one faith promoting experience from over a year of trillions of experiences? Good thing my mom always taught me that, "I can do hard things."
The experience that I have decided to share is not the most spectacular, but it has taught me how much our Heavenly Father knows, watches, and cares for every one of us.
It was our first lesson with our new investigator, Eric. We asked about his religious back ground, what he's expecting to learn, etc. We soon found out of his unsureness if God was there and thought that he had NEVER felt God in his life. But he was sincere and had a great desire to learn. So we taught him the restoration, and testified of our knowledge that God is there for us and does love us. Nothing super-spectacular during his lesson, but at the end, Eric prayed. He prayed for the strength he needed to finish the farm chores, and he prayed that another worker would come and help him soon.
We had already planned to help him on the farm, which we proceeded to do. Soon more help came to finish the chores and we finished them in record time. Before we left we went to Eric and with excitement said, "Your prayer was answered!" Without delay this quiet man said, "I feel like someone has my back"
In less than 3 hours Heavenly Father touched this man, going from thinking that God has never been there for him to knowing that God has his back.
I think that sometimes we are all scared of sharing the gospel with people, we are scared that what we hold dear to us will be mocked, or we are scared that it won't turn out the way that we want it to. Brothers and Sisters, the only reason why we don't share the gospel is because we are forgetting the we are. not. alone. It is NOT up to us to convert people. The Spirit does that. All we must do is to increase our trust and our faith in Him. And do as President Uchtdorf suggests and look in the mirror and say, "I fear no man." (Not kidding I actually do this when I am scared to talk to someone.)
I love the scripture in Mosiah 8:18 that says,
"Thus God has provided a means that man, through faith, might work mighty miracles; therefore he becometh a great benefit to his fellow beings."
God has provided a way for us to be a great benefit to our Brothers and Sisters. We can help them prepare for the blessings of the Celestial Kingdom. One more thing I have learned on my mission is that serving people physically is great, but it comes NOTHING close to the joy and happiness that I feel as I help them spiritually. I love this gospel. I know it is true. I know that this is Heavenly Father’s work and we can partake of more blessings as we increase our faith, our trust, and share it with others. I promise that you will see miracles.
In the name of my beloved Savior Jesus Christ
Amen